a glimpse of my mind today

• I know that God is awesome beyond my comprehension and that, compared to Him, I'm less than nothing. Why then do I feel so comfortable treating Him with familiarity?
• Given that all my friends are as mature as they appear to be and that most of them are (a) older then me by at least 2 years, and (b) on par with me mentally/emotionally; what am I?
• If I am as mature as many people see me as and yet can see so many areas that need a great deal of work in my life and am severely disappointed in myself quite often -- what is the rest of society like?
• Why, even though I know my struggles and failures, do I sometimes get so prideful?
• What's changed to make me love some people so much that, even when I'm angry, I can't stand being away from them? (whereas I used to be a lone wolf)
• What is God's definition of Truth?
• How can I give myself up completely?
• How is it possible for me to love someone and at the same time take them for granted?
• What three things should I focus on changing & growing in?
• Why, when I've given God control over them and have tried so hard to be patient, do I have a such a hard time waiting for things I really want?