Lord, I'm tired. I want so much to help people, but many of them don't seem to want my help. I want so much to be kind to people, but when I do they seem to throw it back in my face. I try so hard to get things done, but I end up achieving the opposite of my goals. I try to give the whole thing to You and end up holding on to the majority myself.
I have seen so much that You've done, so much that You're doing. I'm amazed by that, amazed by You. Lord, You are such a comfort. Thank You for always being here and for allowing me to lean on You more then anyone else, for understanding even the pettiest of my annoyances and for loving me despite all my failings. Thank You for taking the garbage in my life and carrying it Yourself. I give You my tiredness, my arrogance, my annoyances, my inabilities, my self righteousness, and my love. Help me live for You.
G'night, Abba.
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