sunshowers

I think one of the things I like best about Opie is that I can use and talk about big words with him and not feel pretentious.
Meandering...trepidation...anomaly...bludgeon...meh...

My head is jumbled today. I am happy; I am at peace; I am excited; all this contributes to my cluttered mind and generally hard-to-focus thought life. Friends flash through my mind; scenarios join them; I walk in a dream world, yet everything is true. Going to the college, earlier today, was a good move. Even though I didn't accomplish what I'd wanted to, I saw Drew, and that is a good thing. There aren't many people I like well enough to be friends with that I don't need to constantly guard against their thinking I'm in love with them or vice versa. Opie, Drew, and (obviously) the Farquahar sisters just about cap the list. I needed to hang out with one of this sort today, and God worked that out. He's awesome that way.

It is going to rain. The sky is gray and white and an even, powdery blue; there is wind waving the trees and the tall grass; the squirrels are rushing about, looking for cover. I cannot write. Instead, I retreat back into myself, into my dreams, and rest.