Jul 23, 2009

Ma Fiye Aish (illa maak)

With this ring I thee wed. With my body I thee worship, and all that I possess I thee endow, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
Ancient and eternal, simple in state and rich in expectation, the words hit me like some sort of supernatural spotlight of gold and liquid light. "With my body I thee worship" - to worship, to ascribe ultimate worth to. What an incredible description: my every touch expresses my commitment, my adoration, to you whom He's commanded me to love - to you whom I have gladly bound myself forever.

It's written in Genesis that God looked and saw that it was "not good" for one to be alone, and for that reason He created a bond that was as much of a Trinity as He Himself is, was, and ever will be. He brought two individuals together, first forming one out of the other and then joining them to each other in covenant with Him. Their unity with each other and with Him symbolized His unity and the cohesive individuality of love that is the Trinity, out of which Life is, was, and will be birthed.

He made it somber and laughable. He made it sweet and bitter.
He made it quick and eternal. He made it all, forever.

"With my body I thee worship, and all that I possess I thee endow."

Feb 10, 2009

gifts & gaskets

not touching you's closer
than holding you tight
so my heart holds you

not chasing you's better
than phoning at night
so my God calls you

not fighting you's harder
than climbing up walls
and so sometimes I fall

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No, I don't understand. I keep nearly convincing myself that I've entirely missed or corrupted Your plan, that this is beyond repair. Why is it that, every time I reach my end, I find You? You surround me -- I miss that when I'm buried inside me, fighting myself on my own.

You are my only hope. You're strong enough for that.
Put the right words in my mouth. Give me insight to pray and to love and to act.
Keep being clear. Keep being You. Comfort Your people!
Glorify Your Name